December 20- Vodka…….

I promised I’d write every night. Here I am! I’m not going to be dishonest, I have three vodka drinks this evening. I had some rough day today, I found out some tough news about my friend. How I dealt with it was going to the bar, eating chicken wings and drinking vodka. Here is …

Today cheezit’s won. I got home, after being exhausted all day and I ripped into four one-ounce bags of cheezit’s. I regret every minute of it, at least I regret two of the four bags. I’m an emotional wreck because I’m still waiting on news about my friend. I got about four hours of sleep …

  A week ago tonight I got the news that one of my best friends had a massive stroke. Then on Thursday, we had to fly to Orlando for a work thing. The work thing was a blast, we got to go to DisneyWorld for two days. But, hanging over my head, was the news …

It’s been a few days. You know when it’s been a few days that I’ve fallen off the wagon. I’ve definitely let myself go this past weekend. We’ve had a friend in town and we celebrated two birthdays. I tried to be good but that all went out the window with the first delicious cocktail …

It has been a cold rainy day here in California. Having lived in Los Angeles for almost three years I’m not used to this but the last two weeks between the rain in Florida and the rain here I’m tired of it, but at least it’s not snow. Today for breakfast I had three eggs …

I’ve taken some NyQuil because I’m having issues sleeping. So, I don’t know how long I will last writing tonight but I’m going to do the best I can. First, I decided to download My Fitness Pal and track my macros. My goal the next few days is to just get an idea of what …

I started to look at the grams of carbs in things that I’m eating. It’s not a pretty sight. There are 27 grams of carbs in sweet potato and in one medium banana. I ate sweet potato, banana, cranberries. I need to do better but I also want to eat through what I have, because …

Ok, I’m finally back from Florida and had my first day back to work today. My stomach has been in knots for the last week. I’m not sure if it’s emotions or the traversing across the country the past week but I’m excited to be home and for life to calm down, at least for …

November 29th- Tackled by Grey Goose.

You know it’s been a successful evening with cousins when you wake up, hung over and your knee is sore from being tackled. I’m not a cousin who gets tackled very often. I’m not a cousin that hangs out with cousins very often, mainly because I feel like we have not that much in common, …

November 28

Yesterday, was a struggle as I traveled from Los Angeles to Northwest Florida for a funeral. I decided to basically fast until I got to Florida. I did not want to have to go to the bathroom on any of my flights. It was a success but then I binged when I got where I …